This is one of the last manis for Mental Health Awareness. I lost two followers after my last post. I was a little hurt. I got over it though. I am writing these posts, not for followers, but in the hopes of helping someone. Making someone not feel alone. You wanna know what I think the main cause of suicide is? Silence and shame. We are made to stay silent about how we feel and what we think. We are made to feel shame about the thoughts that go through our head. We are supposed to keep them quiet, never expose them. Don't talk about those things. People feel awkward can't handle them, so they walk away, while ridiculing and judging. You know what happens when all that shame and the thoughts we are forced to keep in our heads build up? Well. I don't have to tell you. You already know. You see it in the news. How many young kids killed themselves for being bullied last year? My one wish is that people would be more open about depression and thoughts of suicide. That the topic would not be so taboo and stigmatized. You have no idea how many lives it might one day save.
I will not write about my experiences today, apparently I offend. LOL. Though I will invite you to email me or ask questions about depression and struggles with bipolar disorder. My email is in one of the tabs up there. Or you can comment on this blog post. I am very open. If you suffer from BPD and feel alone, or depression feel free to talk to me. I am usually around. But this is the second to last post for Mental Health Awareness Month.
My mani today is two coats of OPI Just Spotted the Lizard from their just released Spiderman Collection. I am not a fan of OPI, but I have to say that this is quickly becoming one of my all time favorite colors. OMG, it is so unique and crazy beautiful. I am so in love with it. It went on so easily and there was no mess. I love that with light colors. Ok look at the pictures and drool. There are several dupes...a Chanel Peridot and a Gap one...but I dont have a name. LOL...sorry...I'm sure you can google...:)
OPI Just Spotted the Lizard in the sun 2 Coats
I love this duo-chrom. It goes from green-blue-gold.
In the shade
I kept moving my fingers around to try to get the different colors.
If you have an emergency and feel like you might hurt yourself. TELL SOMEONE!!! Call 911. Speak out. Do not be afraid. Trust me. I have been there. Help is a good thing.
As Always Much Love